Travis

09:37 pm - wow, so true

the Questioner Test finished!

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX. "I am affectionate and skeptical" Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative. How to Get Along with Me Be direct and clear. Listen to me carefully. Don't judge me for my anxiety. Work things through with me. Reassure me that everything is OK between us. Laugh and make jokes with me. Gently push me toward new experiences. Try not to overreact to my overreacting. What I Like About Being a Six being committed and faithful to family and friends being responsible and hardworking being compassionate toward others having intellect and wit being a nonconformist confronting danger bravely being direct and assertive What's Hard About Being a Six the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations Sixes as Children Often are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent Sixes as Parents are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence worry more than most that their children will get hurt sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages You are not completely happy with the result?! You chose CY Would you rather have chosen: AY (EIGHT) BY (FOUR) CX (TWO) CZ (ONE)

09:55 pm - short story that's in progress

it's soooooooooo funny.

Dark, grey, frigid cold and blustery weather, outside of the high school the wind whips the light pole violently back and forth out of control. As the students are oblivious to the conditions that surround their school, they pay attention to their lectures and continue their normal daily lives.
KRACKLE BACKLE! The base of the light pole snaps. Death is right before the world’s eyes. [Caution Reader] The school surrenders to the pole’s violent force that strikes down like the mighty hands of God and spilits it into two. The second story instantly collapses unto the first floor instantaneously killing hundreds of aspiring doctors, nurses, teachers, blah, blah, and blah! Chaos occurs. Death has taken a toll.
O’er yonder, in an enchanted forest, rabbits, chipmunks, and squirrels frolic in the wintry wonderland. Two rabbits wiggle their noses as they eat hot, warm boiled cabbage soup. Beautiful day. The Earth splits. Fire erupts and the enchanted forest becomes hell. They look up to King Kitty, the biggest and baddest Chipmunk of them all. The King parts the crust of the earth and finally, unveiling zombies stuck in the ground. A fireball of rabbits, and other furry friends escape to where they can frolic once more.
The students are now running out of the school on fire as they rush to their cars to go home. The fire which engulfs their bodies sets their automobiles on fire. A quaint flamingo meets a ball of flames from the students car and spirals upwards to avoid being charred to death.
The flight attendant reaches the Grandma, on her way to see her brand new grandchild’s aisle, and is asked for her bag from above. The flight attendant, having been berfated by a man before her exclaims, “I’m simply here to save your ass ma’am, not kiss it.”

more to come soon.

02:15 pm

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the fastest and easist way to get over yourself is:

a. roll over on your stomach
b. shove your face in a pillow
c. talk to the pillow becuase seriously, nobody gives a shit.
d. repeat C
e. repeat C and D
f. have a nice day :)

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my life is so full of drama.. blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.

i wish this would change.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.

i hate this sooooo much, omg.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.

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BLAH.

11:26 am

01:12 pm

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain. You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

You Are Japanese Food

Strange yet delicious. Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

12:57 pm

You Are Dancer

Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance. Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer. Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly.

Your Birthdate: August 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count. You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing. Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time. You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything. Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic Your power color: Pine green Your power symbol: Circle Your power month: September

Your 2005 Song Is

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating" In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care.

You Were a Swan

You are a spiritual soul who sees into the future. You are also good at interpreting dreams - those of yourself and others.

03:45 pm

create your own visited states map

09:27 pm

when they finally come to destroy the earth, they'll have to deal with you first.

i'll bet they weren't expecting that.

06:58 am

You speak to me
I know this will be temporary
You ask to leave
But I can tell you that I've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and i've waited long enough
to make it
and if you're so strong you might as well just do it alone
and I'll watch you go
Step up to me


I know that you've got something buried
i'll set you free
you set conditions but i've had enough
I can't take it
this welcome is gone
and i've waited long enough
to make it
and if you're so strong you might as well just do it alone
and i'll watch you go
come back home won't you come back home
you step in line you've got a lot to prove
it comes and goes ya it comes and goes
a step in time ya its a lot to move
I know this will be temporary
I know this will be Temporary
I know this will be but i've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and i've waited long enough
to make it
and if your so strong you might as well just do it alone
and i'll watch you go
I can't take it
this welcome is gone and i've waited long enough
to make it
and if you're so strong you might as well just do it alone
and I'll watch you go

02:12 am

i love that feeling you have before you're about to do something you love.

LAX bound!

See you tomorrow!!!!

Current Mood: excited

09:58 pm

I love reading my horoscope everyday, it's a little something to look forward to.


sound like me?



The Lion is considered the king of the jungle, and likewise you Leos have an air of royalty about you. Some Leos even have hair resembling the thick mane of the Lion. But Lions are more than roar, for they are truly magnificent beasts. The Lioness proudly cares for the young, hunts and takes care of survival with relentless intent and ferocity, when needed. And proud are you Lions! Perhaps that's why you often choose work that puts you in the center of stage or in the spotlight of appreciation.


You Leos are warm of spirit, eager for action and are driven by a desire to be loved for what you bring to others. You are a magnanimous leader and a faithful servant. Once scorned in love, however, you'll withdraw your affections and the light, once brilliant, can go cold.

Your motto might be "What you see is what you get." You tend to live your live straightforwardly and with a flair for drama. In fact, many Leos are attracted to the theater, the performing arts and public relations, for you truly understand the importance of putting on a good presentation. As you blaze gloriously through your life, remember to take time to acknowledge the feelings of those around you. If you forget, you could unconsciously hurt someone you love. But, if you remain aware your impact, others can benefit from your presence.

Element: Fire
Fire signs are naturally warm. A fire gives light and heat, but it doesn't get depleted as others feed on its warmth. One candle can bring light to a room and it won't burn any faster if ten people read from its light than if there was only one. Fire doesn't plan it next move; it isn't logical. It simply is in the moment and will burn what fuel is available without judgment or forethought. For this reason fire signs can successfully rely on their intuition and survival instincts.

The fire of Leo is brilliant and intense. It's like the summer Sun that relentlessly shows up every day and whose heat continues to build over a period of time.


Key Planet: Sun
The Sun is the undisputed King of our little planetary system. He is always in the center. Without his light, there would be no life here on earth. Although the Sun is 93 million miles distant, its warmth is the basis for all energy on Earth. Astrologically, the Sun represents our will. It's like the fuel that fires each of our individual furnaces and gives us cause to live. As the key planet of Leo, the Sun is the symbol of the self and from it stems all individuality and creativity.

Greatest Strength: Your playful and loving nature

Possible Weakness: Need for approval can become too important

09:52 pm

So please back away and let me go

I can't my darling i love you so...

I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,

But you've had your chance so say goodbye

postal service makes me so happy! :)

07:46 pm

so bottle up old love, and throw it out to sea.

watch it away as you cry.

this wait for destiny wont do.. be with me please, i beseech you.



hahaha i'm going to talk smack about someone who doesn't read this.

you're going to be really really really really ugly when you grow up.

i realized it today.


i want an electric viola! oooh the demonstration was so awesome today in orcehstra.

what do you call a bee that can produce milk? BOO-BEE!
what do you call a bee having a bad hair day? frizz-bee!

i wish i could change so many things.. so many things indeed.

Current Mood: blah

03:44 pm

still first chair!


sweetness.

Current Mood: relieved

08:58 pm

You are a Social Liberal (65% permissive) and an... Economic Liberal (30% permissive) You are best described as a: Democrat Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid

03:35 pm

i get to perform at disney world next year.

i can't wait.

Current Mood: happy

12:58 pm - all these.. fakes.

you are a fake.

and.

you are a fake.

you both are fake.

proud of that? you should be. you earned it.

Current Mood: irritated

09:44 pm

381.05 English 11A:A Grove, Christine L. 1 1
4453.01 Physics:H-A Taylor, John B. 1 1
1251.01 German III:A Langton, James D. 2 1
2331.09 US History:A Jay, Dennis M. 3 1
3451.04 Algebra II:A Macklem, Greg 3 1
5251.02 Accounting 1 Donigan, Rodney 4 1
8911.01 Advanced Orchestra Weimer, Kurt 4 1

schedule change.

10:25 pm

i still have a headache and it sucks.

people were mean today, they should crawl back into their holes, and stay there for good. seriously already, sheesh!

im exhausted, almost too much family dealt with today then i can handle.

gotta love em.

Current Mood: exhausted

11:48 pm

"Good does not go around...

guess that phrase, well i changed it just a widdle bit!

Chap 11? Maybe?"


you're right, good does not go around today.
actually today started with one bad thing, which led to the other..

bad thing ending the night?

you commenting my LJ.